So I decided to join the contest ^^
hehehhe :P

So I'm thinking if I will join the contest at OZ.
hmmmm..... I wanted to
but I hate failure! -__-"

hehehe  let see what this world brings me

gud morning!

I was kinda lazy to post something new .
I was scanning my old files yesterday and I was amazed to see old poems I made years ago...

“Elegy from the Bad Girl”

 

Because of you I learned to love.

And I learned to lie

Because of you I learned to smile

And I learned to hide.

 

You wrap me in your honesty

I wrap myself with cruelty

 

You showed me good things

I taught them bad things

 

You clear my thoughts

I darkened everyone’s thoughts

 

I don’t know why

But you’re making me die

It’s not your fault; it’s mine

 

You love me deeply; but I hate my self’s liberty

I’m sorry, but I need to flee

From my own world’s anxiety

Farewell to the one I loved

 

“You made me happy but

Above this all you made me naughty.”

 

 

 

“Paradox of Lucifer”

 

Sweet day hale over me

When I saw this beautiful angel down by the sea

I saw an elegant passion of beauty

But I was wrong she’s more even beautiful

When I looked closely to her lovely Surface.

 

But then she moved away from me!

“Baby what’s wrong?” I asked thee;

She pointed me with ease and anxiety

 

I stood there confusedly

All I wanted to say is  “I love you my fair lady”

But I didn’t gasp for she flew away

To the heavens above far from me;

 

I looked my self in the stream of the see

Then I knew now why the lady looked fierce on me

For she was my angel

And I was a demon.

A love that will never meant to be.

 

 

“Love me not”

 

I looked at you in a far away distant

Far from your sight;

I looked at you with glee

For I know I had loved you.

 

You’re always so nice to me

That I can think of something why is your so good to me?

Can this be something or can this be nothing?

I ask myself if that would be me.

 

My love for you grew

But I keep it a secret;

It’s never intended for you or for me

For this love is outlawed.

 

When I was in the middle of my thoughts

You whisper to me

“I loved you”

I was shocked and wanted to say it back

But heaven stuck me and I keep my mouth silent

“Love me not” I said to him

“even if I wanted to..” I added in silent.

 

I never showed love to him or my passion

For I know it wasn’t illegible for me.

 

Love me not; even if I love you deeply

I can never have you and you can never have me.

 

 

 

Ode to Him

 

The time I saw him was unexpected

I wasn’t in my best shirt nor did I look good.

But he smiled;

Not for me but for her

But though that was the time I keep on thinking of him.

 

It wasn’t infatuation or love

I don’t know what’s this feeling I’m feeling now.

I am sad whenever I see him

Thinking how who’d he ever know me.

 

When I wished to see him; He won’t show up

But if I don’t then he would come up.

We always met so unexpectedly.

 

I love everything in him

But they always see his flaw

Saying bad things to make me let go

But I don’t know why I keep on coming back for him

Just to see him for that is the only way I can be with him.

 

If only I could watch him from day to night

That wouldn’t be right, right?

Hahahah I was so idiot.

 

I wished him happiness

But for one last time let me see you.

 

 

 

I Don’t Know Him

 

Never in my mind come to think of you

Yes I saw you everyday but that was it.

I never dreamed that you would like me nor I’ll have your first kiss.

You were popular and I am not

But I never thought that you would love me because me, I’m not.

We acted like lovers at May and ended like Strangers in June

A love to last or a love to wither?

 

We started as strangers and we ended like one

I wanted to get way from you but the doors are locked

For when I’m there, you’re there.

 

But somehow, I wished I leave a mark on you

Maybe not in your heart but in your mind.

Thinking I wished I had done something for you

For you to change.

 

I don’t know why you’re like that?

And I know you didn’t know it either.

I wanted to be with you to help you

Bt not as you’re lover

For I know it wouldn’t be.

lol.... those are funny for me because I can't even remember why did I wrote them

and Oh.., the end page made me laugh real hard
I remember the good old times.

Why is that He Love’s Jollibee.

Everyone loves Jollibee but there’s this one guy that ought to be more like Jollibee.

His name is Arvic but his classmates call him JOBS (short for Jollibee) and here is his story.

 

When Arvic is a young boy her mother always take her to Jolibee for he was the “King of the Pig”

And rule the kingdom Pigpen (as it was called) He hates Jollibee! Infact he didn’t wanted to eat there but for the sake of his mother he would. When he reached the age of 14 and a half he plans a sabotage on Jollibee with his grate hate to Jollibee. “I promised I’m gonna crashed you! You don’t sell pork in here! Always beef!” he made his evil plan of putting poisonous ingredients in Jollibee so that no one would like their foods no more here plan was perfectly arrange he was not caught he mad it perfectly!

3 months later there’s no Jollibee to be found in the streets of Davao but there is one person still living with the word Jollibee, the heir of Jollibee. It was him~ no other that the person who hates Jollibee. Everyone hates him for he look like Jollibee and he is purely evil. He cried.

“Jollibee must be punishing me putting his face unto mine!!!” For God’s sake take this face out of me or I’ll have to kill myself.” Then he took a surgery done with Vicky Belo paying Belo a hundreds of pig from their pigpen kingdom but Vicky Belo couldn’t do much to change his face for it grew worser!!!

He disgraced himself and unto this point of time he was carrying the face of Jollibee a living statue that once he never liked.

 

-the end- 

Took pics with my cousins. Haha we took a lot ...

 

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after a tiring day I had but why do I feel like a whore?

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My boyfriend and I had a fight last night...
I just hope this will not be the end for the two of us...

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